an emotional diary of one very insignificant teenager in a big, blind world

Thursday, 26 November 2015

Sparrows

Three lovely little sparrows
For a moment, on my white balcony.
Soon fly to the roof of pigeons—
Burnt sienna greened and browned with age.
Black and white birds scatter the sky,
Their tails slowly descending.
The mynahs do not tarry here
I know not why.

A groan of thunder, parliament disassembles
And all that’s left: 
The tupai negotiating the barbed wire—

Foot in
Foot out.

Mint Toothpaste

Mint toothpaste tastes softly of haddock
After five minutes on itchy teal sheets.
The taste slowly burns like hemlock
And the spice oils rubbed into your feet

The whirr of the fan as you turn blind
Writing verse by nightlight and sketching in kind.

Monday, 23 November 2015

Burn and Burn

I still don’t understand.
Is your secret sleight of hand?

Let’s see.

Go, burn
and I will sear the leaves
and you will sear the roots
and I will watch from afar 
and you will bathe in the soot

When all’s truth-charred
Or with no regard
Then I’ll leave the ashes to sleep in the sun.
But, you
You are not yet done.

Nothing is complete
Until you raise your leg to crush the ashes

And they kiss your feet.

Thursday, 12 November 2015

Anti-Atlas

Nothing depends on the flat feet
That thump the peat—
wrong technique.

Shining eyes like they’re coated with glaze
No-one’s amazed.
But keep your chin raised.

Everything shifts as the world re-aligns:
Eyes on the time.
Not the finish line.

Shining eyes turn from a track plagued with bumps
To feet which did not even try to thump.
You don’t notice the footsteps wandering from the trail.
Your whistle prevails.

Against those who fail.

But turn to the ones who whiz ‘round the track
You look at your stopwatch, you’re taken aback
A new record! And they’re almost your child
Love, affection, your praise is not mild.

They carry the world: soil, air and sea.
I carry nothing.

nothing carries me